There isn't much different today than yesterday. The docors and nurses continue to be irritated with me and I with them.
My hair started falling out in clumps today. A lot of hair fell out. I thought I'd be excited for this, but it made me cry. I blame these ups and downs on that birthcontrol pill they started me on.
I don't feel like I have a lot of strength left. Everyday I have to reach down deep to find something encouraging. and yet, the worst is yet to come.Day 7-10 are suppose to be the worse. So only a couple more days of anticipating that.
I just want to get out of here and on with my life. I want to rewirnd to June 2010 and not have gotten pregnant. But I cannot do that. Somehow I will get through this.
Stay strong Andrya. This too shall pass. Hugs and prayers.
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